Katie SwiftPHOTOGRAPHER

Mow the lawn.

Last thursday morning I was talking to my mom about all my plans and visions and great ideas.

I have a new one about each week.

I want to change the world and minister to all the people,

And apparently, my mom does too.

She told me something that just might change the world.

Or at the very least, my world.

“Katie, you just need to stop. Take some time and just be before God. Take some time to listen.

And so of course, I told her, like I always do,

“I know mom…and I kept talking and talking and talking about how I am trying so hard to listen.

Later that day when my husband got home from work I told him that I was going to take some time just listening to God.

He said with a playful hope in his voice,

“you know what always helps me listen to God? Mowing the lawn…”

I’m 27 years old and last Thursday was the first time I’ve ever touched a lawn mower in my life.

But my husband was right. It worked.

I mowed. God spoke.

And really He just told me that mowing the lawn is beautiful.

And much like the heart of Jesus.

It’s the kind of job that rich people pay other people to do.

It’s the kind of job, along with cleaning the house and making meals that I have always dreamed of paying somebody to do someday.

So when we make it big we can spend more time on the things that really matter.

I kept mowing. God kept speaking.

And the grass was making my shoes turn green.

And I thought of Jesus.

The son of God. He could of been so cool. He could’ve been so famous.

He could’ve been so appealing. He could’ve payed someone to mow the lawn.

I want so badly to do all these great and important things for the Kingdom of God, for the world.

But there is never enough time…or enough money…or enough energy once the kids are in bed.

Every week the grass grows and the dandelions grow even faster. And my husband is tired when he gets home from work.

Maybe I can start by mowing the lawn…

Get the kiss…

My kids get hurt everyday.

And they cry very loudly.

They cry for their mommy and they cry for their daddy.

Then they demand that we kiss it and make it all better.

I am always amazed at the power of the kiss.

We never grow out of pain.

But many of us are taught they we are supposed to grow out of feeling it.

That we are supposed to be able to “deal” with it.

So we put on addictions like band aids.

We cover up and numb the pain and then we die.

I know that heaven is supposed to be a place where we no longer feel any pain.

That everything will be all golden and bright and beautiful.

But there are some people I know who have lost their lives tragically running from the pain.

And I  wonder if for those people heaven might be the place where they can finally stop.

And I can just see them now.

Ragged, out of breath and staggering in.

The heavenly gates wide open like the arms of a father beckoning his child to come.

And cry.

And get the kiss.

Night driving…

Sometimes trusting God is like night driving.


Moving through the darkness.

Trying to make out the signs.

With just enough light to see the road that’s before me.

How to fly

Don’t ever tell me I can’t do something.

Unless you’re God. Or a police officer.

But now I see…

“If you judge people you have no time to love them.” -Mother Teresa


Grace begins in the mirror.

To Ohio with love.

Our backyard is like a desert wasteland (minus the warmth and sunshine).

I look out the kitchen window and expect to see a tumbleweed blowing by.

 It’s a big yard but we have no trees, no patio.

We have a florida room made of aluminum that does not make me feel like I’m in Florida.

A chainlink fence warped up at the bottom that will not keep your dog from running away.

A blue, plastic baby pool, some broken adirondack chairs, and toys litter the dead grass lawn.

A teddy bear that got left out in the rain, Savannah’s plastic shopping cart turned on it’s side, a big pink ball,

and a stroller with a naked Dora doll stuffed awkwardly in it.

If we lived in a trailer park we would fit in just fine.

Honestly I don’t even mind being that neighbor, but I do feel some mom guilt when I tell the kids to go outside and play.

 Like they are so deprived because they don’t have their own personal cedar stained playground

or a huge trampoline to bounce on or some other great invention that costs us parents loads of money.

Like our wasteland backyard is a symbol of my neglect.

My poor children who are forced to “go play” where they have nothing fun to play with.

Or maybe not.

Maybe there’s a lot to discover.

Here’s what I found in my backyard (in the tacky baby pool):

It’s almost April and it’s snowing. I’m ready for spring.

I’m ready for sunshine and thunderstorms, cut-offs and bare feet.

I’m ready to go play!

But today I’ve been given an ice heart in a baby pool.

And I’m sending it on to you Ohio, with love.

The Ride

Sometimes the best way to describe parenting is through the children themselves.

My son Jonah, for example just has a knack for expressing the Monday Morning Grumpies.

No amount of reasoning, sweet talk or bribery can cure the grumpies.

My son David shows the best way to react to these situations.

Everyday I ask God to help me be a good mother.

To show me what that even means.

Sometimes the answers are right in front of me (even if they are a little blurry).


I can complicate things so much in my mind.

I always have lists and lists of things that must get done.

But the longer I am a parent the more I am clinging to the good old fashioned serenity prayer.

“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.”

The wisdom of God usually comes to me in a whisper. And most often in this season of crazy busy life that I am in, it tells me to

Stop.

And really look around me. And really see my kids.

And have fun.

Even if it means dirty windows.

It’s not always easy. Actually it NEVER is.

But surrender is not passive. It is not weak. And it knows how to fight.

And it is saving my life by letting me actually live it- one day at a time.

And today, I am enjoying the ride.

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